You are not going through things because you did anything wrong, you are going through because you did something right. If satan had you already, you'd (allegedly) be living 'hell' free. he pretends to take care of his own until the Great White Throne of Judgment when they find out that he didn't like them either.
God says to hold on to His unchanging Hand and know that He is fighting battles for you that you can't even see and probably won't even know about. While you are waiting, study Philippians, it's a Book of Joy for you. It will keep you happy, in the "know" and gives you an entire consecration to Christ. Step out of satan's mess and remain calm my friend.
God bless. ~ Essie