When one comes from a very broken background it is hard to find out information about the who's, what's, when's, where's and why's. Sometimes things happen in families that separate loved ones or you may be the product of an argument that caused bitterness or, you may even be the black sheep that just simply nobody likes. They remember your offenses and forget their own. You may be the family "scapegoat" the Goat that was sent into the wilderness after the Priests placed the sins of the family upon him.
If you are this person, know this, that Jesus died for you and His blood covers you. When you are feeling left out, alone, unknown, hated, disrespected, untrusted or unworthy, know that Jesus loves you. He wants you to hang on because no matter how dim it may look now to you in your life, He has a plan for you. Trust Him, believe Him. God is not a man that He should lie. Stay around just a little bit longer, stay strong, your Victory is just around the corner.
Even your surroundings may scream "defeat!" but what you see in the natural is not what God has for you in the spiritual. Don't look with your eyes, see things with your heart.
Hold on loved one, it's almost over. ~ Essie
19 God is not a man, that he should lie; neither the son of man, that he should repent: hath he said, and shall he not do it? or hath he spoken, and shall he not make it good?